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Jamie and I would love to do zoom or skype bible topic / study with you guys if you're interested and possibly the girls if they're interested at times too. If Ben and Jamie want to do personal men study, we are all for that too, especially if Ben is travelling for work. And as far as us doing this, I wait on the Holy Spirit to show me how, when and what to do, all on His timing, which includes others who the Holy Spirit is working His Lion of Judah thang fangs inside of, juicing them up with the flow of the living geysers.
Think about it and let us know if you guys want to eventually try this out with us someday.
Quick story. I was sexually seduced by a demon at age 3. Romans 12:2 stopped me from allowing the demon to coerce me into sexual deviancies. I had sex out of marriage with the intent to marry. My friend David Schnoor told me that sex outside of marriage is a sin, including looking with lust and sexual thought of other people. I am now married because the Jesus helped me to eradicate my sexual sins. The same can be done with other sins, you just have to think of it as life or death.
I make sure I get some kinds of Jesus and bible studies every day.
If you guys aren't doing this next step, then I urge you guys to remember to diligently study the manual, which is the bible of our lord and savior Immanuel. Immanuel in Hebrew means God is with us, Jesus is with... Isaiah 7:14 * 14 Therefore the Lord Himself will give you a sign: The virgin will conceive and give birth to a Son and will call him Immanuel.
You guys can get your Jesus on by watching great Christian content on youtube too, which I've provided links below of many Christian youtubers, who are true Christians, not prosperity teachers.
I know that no matter how weak I am or how without God I am feeling, that God is always here with me through everything, even if He's quiet, like a teacher in a classroom where everyone's taking a test.
Ben and Carol,
I know you two love each other, so the following is our daily bread, also known as the French toast of Jesus with berries and cream.
It would be awesome if you guys can answer me back a few questions, so I can know where you are spiritually. I can only make assumptions, so it's better to get it straight from the seahorse's mouth.
You can do short answers or long answers. Either email me your answers or use facebook messaging. I texted you both with my email address. I'm in no hurry, so take your time.
1.) Did Jesus claim to be God?
2.) Do you believe that Jesus is God?
3.) Whether people embrace their sin or whether they struggle and fight against sin, do you believe that all people will sin to some degree until the day they die, even if they've been spiritually born again?
4.) Do you geysers study the bible regularly?
5.) Do you guys watch online Christian Youtubers?
6.) What is the purpose of life and marriage, especially when you're an old geezer?
7.) Do you believe in reincarnation?
8.) Do you believe there is a spiritual place called hell?
10.) Have you been spiritually born again, and if so, how did it happen for you personally?
If you want to know how I was born again, then I can email you the PDF screenplay I wrote or you can read the short version, which is my testimony that you can find at the Guinnie and Aaron link below.
I say these next words because the Holy Spirit has moved me to do so, which I do with love and understanding.
Carol and Ben, I understand that, apart from addictive behaviors, running to alcohol and drugs, which I assume is what you do might sometimes, seems to be the answer to coping with fights or it's the reason why you're fighting or it's the answer to coping with the snap value of built-up frustrations towards each other.
Jamie and I don't use drugs or alcohol, but we do fight at times because Jamie has bipolar depression and anxiety. He grew up with his mom who treated him like shit and his dad left when he was a small child. Jamie's mom, who was married 4 times, took her anger out him.
When demonic forces attack Jamie and I, we sometimes run to self-pity and suicidal thoughts. At first, when Jamie and I were together I didn't do this, he was the one who did this. But because I'm weak and because I was once a child who self-pitied herself, those old feelings of self-pity began to resurface in these situations with Jamie.
I'm thankful, Carol, for our long and wholesome phone call, because this has given the Holy Spirit the opportunity to also work God's enlightening tactics towards my marriage with Jamie. When God goes all out, He goes all out big time. Does this mean that Jamie and I will never be afflicted for whatever reason? No, but we can always work on these problems and get better. We may be old dogs, but we can always learn new tricks and improve ourselves.
Alcohol and drugs make things worse when having to fight demons at times. Being sober makes it easier to fight the demons. If you want to have a less stressful marriage, you'll have to sincerely meditate on Jesus both alone and together at times, especially when in the midst of fighting with each other. If you already do this, then do it more frequently.
I like to focus on and repeat Jesus' name in my mind or sing songs about Jesus in my mind rather than feeding demons. Sometimes I feed the demon in the heat of the moment because I am a puny, weak human. I'm not perfect, but Jesus is, so get your Jesus on.
I'm sure you guys forgive and forget like Jamie and I do, or else you wouldn't be married. But, to make life easier, the bible itself says to be sober, so I can only reiterate these types of scriptures to you and hope & pray you guys meditate on Romans 12:2 repeatedly rather than running to alcohol or marijuana.
Think of it like this, "My life means more to me than alcohol and weed, so I'm gonna run to Romans 12:2 videos and also read Romans 12:2 over and over again in meditation, rather than going for the alcohol and pot."
You know this very well that Jesus did not guarantee that anybody would have a perfect life. Because of sin, we're made to struggle. Jesus is our only hope. Drugs and alcohol lead to destruction much faster than the average bears minimum nit-picking baskets.
Here are some ways to manage marriage and addictions and life in general when it's difficult and a struggle.
I made pictures of the meditations below, that you can make into posters or foam boards or a canvas that you can buy direct from a do it yourself print company at the links below.
Whenever you geezers are fighting, no matter how bad it is, have the foam board or canvas picture of Jesus, that I've provided below, in a place where either one of you can grab it and hold it in front of the other person, even if you're so drunk you can't comprehend, the least drunk one must do this. And then the next day when you're sober, resume with the repetitive meditations on the picture.
Then repeat these words several times in meditation...
We need to stop right now
and focus on Jesus.
We need to TALK to Jesus right now.
Jesus, I love you.
Without YOU I am nothing.
Jesus, I'm sorry
for the wrongs I'm doing.
I don't know how to stop
doing what I do.
YOU are the only ONE
who can change me.
These words I speak
are medicine to my soul
that only YOU can manifest
and give life to.
Jesus I'm running to you,
rather than running to
drugs and alcohol.
I'm loving YOU JESUS,
more than myself
or my family.
JESUS, YOU are everything,
I am nothing.
I am YOUR empty vessel.
I am YOUR empty vessel.
I am YOUR empty vessel.
JESUS,
Come into my heart,
come into my soul,
come into my mind.
JESUS,
Fill me with YOUR essence.
Fill me with YOUR patience.
Fill me with YOUR understanding.
Fill me with YOUR convictions.
Fill me with YOUR ways.
Fill me with YOUR truth.
Fill me with YOUR life.
No matter how weak I am
or how without God I'm feeling,
God is always here with me
through everything,
even if He's quiet
like a teacher in a classroom
where everyone's taking a test.
Satan, you and your demons
attack me sometimes
when I'm in my weakness,
but I put all of my trust into God,
because He always has me
as His baby lamb.
You, Satan, are a liar.
You will never win the final battle
when it comes to God's
deerly beloved sheep.
((( R E P E A T * S E V E R A L * T I M E S )))
And then the next day when you're sober,
resume with the repetitive meditation.
You have to do this repeatedly to have it
stick in you like white on sum dum cum.
Quit laughing and take this seriously
you Chine-Weeze Wee-Todd.
Seriously, quit waffing.
It's Captain C R U N C H time,
Jesus being the captain.
Do this meditation all the time,
in order for it to sink into you.
As Jesus does the work
on His perfect timing,
His born-again sheep are
on the cheerleading sidelines
rooting for Him
(because in order for HIM
to grow within us
strong, healthy roots in HIS name
we want HIM to gingerly get rid of
our rotten, stanky, moldy roots.)
praying to HIM
thanking HIM
loving HIM
and
laughing with HIS humor
(because HE created humor)
I'm going to put these pictures
on my own do it yourself
LARGE print at one of the links below.
I hope you do the same thing.
If you have a laptop connected to your TV, then you can click on the picture below and meditate on it on the big screen.
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